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City Rats

February 28th, 2010 — 9:29pm

City Rats
City Rats (2009)

IMDB rating: 5.50

Plot: Eight haunted people meet and fall apart – looking for redemption in each other. Jim is throwing watermelons off his office roof. He’s testing the effect for a possible suicide. But then there is Sue on an adjacent roof about to jump herself. They meet, delay their departure and set off searching for other ways out than down. Sue’s ex-boyfriend, Dean, is struggling with his creativity. His paintings are getting panned and his poetry ripped apart. He needs a muse – and who better than Gina, the experimental prostitute with dodgy legs who lives next door. However, Dean soon finds out that Gina never does anything for free. After a short fling with Dean, Olly is lost in a world of sexual confusion when forced to look after his deaf-mute brother Chris for the day. Olly discovers that not only does Chris has gay feelings too, but is more comfortable with them than he is. They embark on a searing quest through Soho’s gay community to help Chris loose his virginity. But no-one has more to hide than oldest brother Pete. He’s being stalked by Carol, a timid old lady looking for her son – a guy Pete knew from his violent drug days. Fearfully Pete opens his frozen heart to Carol and they begin a treacherous journey to the woods to find her lost son. By the end, each lost soul finds a solution in darkness or in light. Connections are made or missed and longed-for families brought together for a moment of hope.

Directors: Kelly Steve

Actors: Hassan Tamer,Dyer Danny,Panthaki Ray,Doughty Kenny,Lance James,Canuso Jake,Mylan Richard,Doherty James,Herbert Philip,Croom Vyelle,Comedy,Drama,Romance,

names for my charecters?
names for all the charesters in the book im writing? she’s 12 years old, small, with brown hair and blue eyes, and she lives in the future, when the government has completly taken over America. There was a war long ago that destroyed half the contenent. Even the Rocky Mountains are gone. the only range that still remains is the Black Hills and Mount Rushmore. the people live in fear of the guard coming and taking them away if they do one thing wrong. the girl’s parents are dead and she lives with her 16-year old sister, 18-year-old brother, and 3-year-old identical twins sister and brother. her best friend, who’s a boy, is taken away by the guards for saying how much he hates the government. her prissy, bossy sister is executed for screeching when a rat runs over her foot with a guard nearby. her brother tries to take her and the twins to the woods to hide, but the girl knows thet they’re closly guarded. but her brother runs off with the twins. late at night she hears screaming. then the Capital’s Private Guards come, and announce that all the small towns, like the girl’s, are being destroyed. only the bigger towns, like Orlando, Chicago, New York, and Los Angelos, will remain. so the girl, who lived in the smoldering remains of a city called Tallehassee, move to the Capitol, that long ago was known as Kansas. there she has to learn to survive under the Capitol’s mean and ever-watchful Private Guards. She finds out that her best friend is in the jail in the building where she’s living, and devises a plan with the help of a slave girl and her brother to save him.

Names for all my charecters? i was thinking of Alexis, Alexa, Alexandrya, Alexandra, or Alexia for the girl, somthing with ‘Alex’. i defently want her nickname to be ‘Alex’. for the twins, i dont want rhyming names or names that start with the same letter, like Gabriel and Gabrielle. i was thinking of Hannah for her prissy sister. i have no ideas for her brother. and for her best friend: Zane, Zakary, or somthing that starts with a Z. i really want it to start with a Z. for the slaves who help her: the girl is older, her brother a year younger but their birthdays are on the same day. their names start with the same letter. that’s all i know i want. alternate spellings for ‘Zakary’ and any other names would be nice too…
really??? then how come one of my best friends has an identical twin brother???
thats what i meant… look the same, not completly identical…


Identical twins are always same sexes. (well, actually they aren’t, but if one’s male and one’s female then it means that they were both meant to be male and there was a genetic mutation them and one loses a Y chromosome and develops as a female. The female twin would be afflicted with Turner Syndrome, characterized by short stature and lack of ovarian development. This situation is extremely rare, so it would be best just to make them fraternal twins. Sorry

Anyway, on to the names, I like Alexandra for the main girl, She definitely sounds like an Alex. I actually have a female friend called Alix which isn’t short for anything. You could try that.

For, the twins, I like the sound of Jack and Paige. Hannah’s a good name for the sister, and Zane is a cool name for the friend. I also quite like Zac and Zeke. For the brother I like the sound of David or Dean. For the slaves i like Bastien (M) and Bailley (F).

I hope these help, good luck.

| Jan 07, 2010


i like alexandra
and i like zane
btw though
boy and girl twins cnt be identical
because theres one boy and one girl
xxx
Secret Passion | Jan 07, 2010

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Redemption: A Mile from Hell

February 28th, 2010 — 1:18pm

Redemption: A Mile from Hell
Redemption: A Mile from Hell (2009)

IMDB rating: 3.70

Plot: Can one act justify a lifetime of wickedness? Explore the darkest confines of the soul from upcoming director Robert Conway’s film, “Redemption.” A genre busting Western where there is no law, no good guys; only the bad and worse. Frank Harden is no stranger to the unlawful west, he is a killer. However, because of a tragic event he must battle his own worst enemy, himself.

Directors: Conway Robert

Actors: Leighton Dustin,Noga Tom,James Clint,Hill Grady,Gibbons Sanford,Sherayko Peter,Farm Isaac,Casanova Anthony,Cegan Jim,Conway Owen,Corona Miguel,Dearing Mathew,Durbin John,Western,

what's your fave stephen king movie?
* 1976 Carrie
* 1979 Salem’s Lot
* 1980 The Shining
* 1982 Creepshow (consists of five short films: "Father’s Day," "The Lonesome Death of Jordy Verrill," "Something to Tide You Over," "The Crate," and "They’re Creeping Up On You")
* 1983 Cujo
* 1983 The Dead Zone
* 1983 Christine
* 1984 Children of the Corn
* 1984 Firestarter
* 1985 Cat’s Eye (consists of three short films: "Quitters, Inc.," "The Ledge," and "The General", the last of which is original)
* 1985 Silver Bullet
* 1986 Maximum Overdrive
* 1986 Stand By Me
* 1987 Creepshow 2 (consists of three short films: "Old Chief Wood’n'head," "The Raft," and "The Hitchhiker")
* 1987 A Return to Salem’s Lot (sequel to ‘Salem’s Lot)
* 1987 The Running Man (novel written as Richard Bachman)
* 1989 Pet Sematary
* 1990 The Cat From Hell (short film that is part of Tales From The Darkside – The Movie)
* 1990 Graveyard Shift (story from Night Shift)
* 1990 Misery
* 1990 IT
* 1992 Sleepwalkers (original screenplay)
* 1993 The Dark Half
* 1993 Needful Things
* 1992 The Lawnmower Man
* 1994 The Shawshank Redemption
* 1995 The Mangler (story from Night Shift)
* 1995 Dolores Claiborne
* 1996 Thinner (novel written as Richard Bachman)
* 1998 Apt Pupil
* 1999 The Green Mile
* 1999 The Rage: Carrie 2 (sequel to Carrie)
* 2001 Hearts in Atlantis
* 2003 Dreamcatcher
* 2004 Secret Window
* 2004 Riding the Bullet
* 2007 1408 (based on the short story from Everything’s Eventual)
* 2007 The Mist


It is a toss up between IT, Carrie, Pet Semetary, and Misery. Secret Window is awesome too, yikes! This is too tough! I will say Carrie, of course, will be my pick.

CARRIE | Jan 07, 2009


Thinner
danjoe924 | Jan 07, 2009


the mist is awesome
April Ann | Jan 07, 2009


The Shawshank Redemption
and
The Green Mile
Ken | Jan 07, 2009


Maximum Overdrive and Apt Pupil are tops on my list.
Farmhand | Jan 07, 2009


Favorite: Storm of the Century & IT
Least Favorite: The Mist (the ending made me cry) :-(
Braceface <3's Tom | Jan 07, 2009


shining
** * | Jan 07, 2009


The Shawshank Redemption
jm | Jan 07, 2009


The storm of the century is awsome.
Romney in 2012. | Jan 07, 2009


Children of the ‘CORN" it tasted good. Cluck Cluck Cluck
YA Clucker | Jan 07, 2009


1990 it! its the best lol the killer clown kills kids when their alone!!
Jacob | Jan 07, 2009


1. Shawshank Redemption
2. Misery
aCe

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Daylight

February 28th, 2010 — 1:09pm

Daylight
Daylight (1996)

IMDB rating: 5.30

Plot: When a bunch of runaway robbers in a getaway car hit the tunnel connecting Manhatten and New Jersey. Trouble strikes when they hit a truck full of explosions. After the impact, the tunnel is left weakened and blocked off by both exits, but leaving some survivors. When Kit Latura was about to drive into the tunnel he see the impact and knows he gotta take action. He is given the job, and is sent into the tunnel, but time is running out. Can he get the survivors out before the tunnel fills up?

Directors: Cohen Rob

Actors: Stallone Sylvester,Mortensen Viggo,Hedaya Dan,Sanders Jay O.,Santiago Renoly,Fox Colin,Thedford Marcello,Stallone Sage,Drama,Action,Adventure,Thriller,

What are some pretty, sort of mysterious names?
For a fictional city, that is. To give you a bit of a feel for it, the city is more or less isolated from the rest of the world – if there is a rest of the world. It’s dark, literally, with several hours less daylight. None of the people really know how or why they’re there.

I’m considering names like Eventide, Nocturne, Requiem.. words with a dark or sad feel to them.

Any help would be seriously appreciated~


Sorrowmine

Morteer
born to write | Feb 03, 2010


hmm…..Desiree? Marie? lol, sorry if that wasn’t any help. seems like it’ll be a great story though! keep up the great work. ^__^

-Mel
Melissa | Feb 03, 2010


sanctumok
novoneth
ramareeb
ripvanwinkle | Feb 03, 2010

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Lord of War

February 28th, 2010 — 11:07am

Lord of War
Lord of War (2005)

IMDB rating: 7.70

Plot: This film charts the rise and fall of Yuri Orlov, from his early days in the early 1980s in Little Odessa, selling guns to mobsters in his local neighbourhood, through to his ascension through the decade of excess and indulgence into the early 90s, where he forms a business partnership with an African warlord and his psychotic son. The film also charts his relationship through the years with his younger brother, his marriage to a famous model, his relentless pursuit by a determined federal agent and his inner demons that sway between his drive for success and the immorality of what he does.

Directors: Niccol Andrew

Actors: Cage Nicolas,Leto Jared,Nshanian Jean-Pierre,Burke Jared,Uys Eric,Shumbris David,Morgan Stewart,Lenz Jasper,Marx Kobus,De Abreu Stephan,Crutchley Jeremy,Holm Ian,Action,Crime,Drama,Thriller,

Who played the customer who had the Star Wars v Lord of the Rings argument with Randall in Clerks 2?


kevin weisman
partyinsneakers | Feb 10, 2010

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Creature from the Black Lagoon

February 28th, 2010 — 10:44am

Creature from the Black Lagoon
Creature from the Black Lagoon (1954)

IMDB rating: 6.90

Plot: A scientific expedition searching for fossils along the Amazon River discover a prehistoric Gill-Man in the legendary Black Lagoon. The explorers capture the mysterious creature, but it breaks free. The Gill-Man returns to kidnap the lovely Kay, fiancee of one of the expedition, with whom it has fallen in love.

download Creature from the Black Lagoon

Directors: Arnold Jack

Actors: Carlson Richard,Denning Richard,Moreno Antonio,Paiva Nestor,Bissell Whit,Gozier Bernie,Escalante Henry A.,Browning Ricou,Chapman Ben,Lopez Perry,Mason Sydney,Redwing Rodd,Adventure,Horror,Sci-Fi,

what's the name of this cartoon?
I think it was from the 90’s on Cartoon Network, the show’s overall storyline was that there was a normal human teacher who was asked to work at a school that consists of students that looked like stereotypical horror characters.

the characters that I remember were:

A pint-sized, agressive Frankenstein’s Monster that complained about his small stature

a tall "surfer-dude" type character that resembled The Creature from the Black Lagoon

a nerdy Wolfman-type character

and I think there was a Dracula-style character that acted like a cocky, Fonzie type as well

Any answers are well appreciated, Thank you


Evil Con Carne??
Whatever happened to Robot Jones??

Sorry, thats all i remember,
Nerd>Geek<Weirdo | Feb 08, 2010

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Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs

February 28th, 2010 — 8:46am

Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs
Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs (2009)

IMDB rating: 7.80

Plot: After the events of “Ice Age: The Meltdown”, life begins to change for Manny and his friends: Scrat is still on the hunt to hold onto his beloved acorn, while finding a possible romance in a female sabre-toothed squirrel named Scratte. Manny and Ellie, having since become an item, are expecting a baby, which leaves Manny anxious to ensure that everything is perfect for when his baby arrives. Diego is fed up with being treated like a house-cat and ponders the notion that he is becoming too laid-back. Sid begins to wish for a family of his own, and so steals some dinosaur eggs which leads to Sid ending up in a strange underground world where his herd must rescue him, while dodging dinosaurs and facing danger left and right, and meeting up with a one-eyed weasel known as Buck who hunts dinosaurs intently.

Directors: Saldanha Carlos

Actors: Fahn Harrison,Fricchione Jason,Hader Bill,Leary Denis,Leguizamo John,Leguizamo Lucas,Animation,Action,Adventure,Comedy,Family,Romance

What's a Diesel Weasel?
Okay, my little sister is obsessed with the movie Ice Age: Dawn of the Dinosaurs. In it, there’s a joke about Buck, and the two opossums Crash and Eddie say "You are like Super Weasel!" "Ultra Weasel!" And there Diego pops in with "Diesel Weasel!" to which Buck replies by doing some crazy little dance and kinda beat boxing….

I love that scene cuz it’s so random, but I WANNA GET THE JOKE! WHAT does that mean? What’s the joke?


they were referring to a diesel truck (like a semi). Generally when something is BIG and powerful with an equally big and powerful engine, it can’t run on your typical gasoline, it has to use diesel fuel. diesel vehicles are bigger, tougher and more powerful… kinda like the derogatory term for tough, butch, manly lesbians being "diesel dykes".

| Nov 29, 2009


The joke is that you spent money on that crap and you will never get it back.
Ghj Ghj | Nov 29, 2009


Maybe he meant to compare him to Vin Diesel.
And it was a great movie, funny and without all the politically correct promotion of of certain left wing agendas and without all the sex and foul mouth name calling.
More fed up then you | Nov 29, 2009

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Double Jeopardy

February 28th, 2010 — 2:47am

Double Jeopardy
Double Jeopardy (1999)

IMDB rating: 5.90

Plot: When Nick Parsons appears to be murdered his wife Libby is tried and convicted. Six years later Libby is paroled and with the help of Travis Lehman (her parole officer) she sets out to find her son and the truth behind the “murder”.

Directors: Beresford Bruce

Actors: Jones Tommy Lee,Weir Benjamin,Brazeau Jay,Greenwood Bruce,Maclaren John,Evanko Ed,Campbell Bruce,Elliott Brennan,Gaston Michael,McBeath Tom,Jacox David,Thriller,Drama,Mystery,Crime,

Did the German Americans face discrimination like dual labor market?
or the following: environmental justice issues, affirmative action, redlining, double jeopardy institutional discrimination, reverse discrimination, glass ceiling, glass walls, or glass escalator.


Yes. The effort of human beings is to bring solution they have in hand to the problems that they faced in the new world. The new world already had its own solutions, and the German Americans were rebuffed. But some of that was a lack of education. How did the Americans do it? They didn’t know. Today, you can find out how it is done very easily and you can do it ‘their’ way without creating animostiy that results in discrimination.
Joel W | Jan 30, 2010

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Adventures of Power

February 27th, 2010 — 8:12pm

Adventures of Power
Adventures of Power (2008)

IMDB rating: 7.60

Plot: ADVENTURES OF POWER is an epic comedy about a mine-worker named Power whose love of drums and lack of musical skill has turned him into the ridiculed “air drummer” of his small town. But when Power’s union-leader father calls a strike at the mine, Power discovers an underground subculture of air-drummers who just might hold the key to changing the world. Power’s journey across America brings him face-to-face with his town’s greatest enemy, and allows him to discover the beat within his own heart.

Adventures of Power

Directors: Gold Ari

Actors: Gold Ari,McKean Michael,Chiu Chi Ling,Grenier Adrian,Accinelli Luis,Bianco John,Fancy Richard,Goodrow Garry,Holman Jeff,Huerta Albert,Huntington Tod,Jean-Louis Jimmy,Jernigan Reggie,Comedy,Music,

looking for anime/ manga to read/ watch?
the list below is what i want in the anime or manga if at all possible
things i want
——————

male lead
a male who is a no-one then becomes someone because a event
male gets involved with a war and becomes powerful
a male goes to another world and goes trough a adventure
male gains powers ( can be magic or any other sort of power)
male start to clean up the vermin in the world ( like in death note/ code geass and Akumetsu)
a epic anime of epic size
something as or more random as bo-bo-bobobo ( cant spell it right) =P
just something epic with a male lead
a male who gets involved with the government like in full metal alchemist
somethings based in a A totalitarian type government setting–Revolutionaries–Mysterious masked men–Fancy action scenes — people joining together through a line of events to get to the end.
comedy
steam punk

things i dont want in it
——————————–

sports
male to male love
sports
anything girly ( you know love/ very bright colors)
extreme romance
sports
anything close to sports so no boxing ex.
nothing to volger ( i can stand blood and guts but cant stand anything like what kids now-a-days are turning into you know that rapper crap)
nothing dealing with rap/ sex ex
nothing mainstream aka naruto bl;each one piece


case closed Best anime ever! promise you will love it
Jacob | Feb 03, 2010


well to tell you the truth if you want the things you listed in them you HAVE to go with Naruto and Bleach they’re both epic.

Others you can check out.

D. Gray Man
Berserk
Gintama (comedy but really good)
Code Geass (drama)
Death note (drama)
Darker than black
fairy tail (new)
Full metal alchemist
Katekyo hitman reborn
Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
emgineering | Feb 03, 2010


Soul Eater.
While the lead is Female, Shes a spunky blonde with a male counterpart.
Its not girly.
It follows Maka Albarn, a scythe meister along with her weapon, and scythe, Soul Eater Evans, as they work to making Soul Eater into a Death Scythe, The God Of Death’s weapon, by eating the souls of 99 humans who have strayed to the path of evil, and one soul of a witch.
They are enrolled at Shibusen, an academy dedicated to keeping peace in the world.
They work along side other meisters and weapons, including Black Star and Tsubaki, a pair of oriental style partners, and Death the Kid and his twin guns Liz and Patti.
Its a comedic action, inspired and influenced by some old horror movies and some Tim Burton.
kc k | Feb 03, 2010


For anime I recommend :

D.Gray-man
Hunter x Hunter
Yu Yu Hakusho

For Manga I recommend :

D.Gray-man
Witch Hunter
Fairy Tail
Hunter x Hunter
Liar Game
Envious | Feb 03, 2010

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Train

February 27th, 2010 — 6:58pm

Train
Train (2008)

IMDB rating: 0.00

Plot: Could you forgive those that have hurt you the most? What if your life depended on it? This is the Train that will take you there…forgive or die!

Directors: Red

Actors: Dalla Costa David,ShortThriller,

What would a Hillary Clinton run for 2012 do to the wind in the Sarah Palin sail? Hillary has the experience?
and after proving her statesmanship as awful as it is will surely run circles around Palins unproven abilities. Can America afford another On the Job training Presidential run?These 4 are already taking its toll?

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Night and the City

February 27th, 2010 — 1:24pm

Night and the City
Night and the City (1992)

IMDB rating: 5.80

Plot: Robert DeNiro and Jessica Lange are the most impossible couple. He’s a failed lawyer. She’s a common waitress. Together they get in a downward spiral, as they can’t seem to deal with there problems. The lawyer just failed winning a case in court against a famous boxing organiser and he wants revenge by catching the organizer on his own territory: boxing. Although he knows nothing about boxing, with his fine talk he finds the help of a couple of people like the brother of his new enemy. But the relationship with his waitress doesn’t make things double as hard.

Directors: Winkler Irwin

Actors: De Niro Robert,Gorman Cliff,King Alan,Warden Jack,Wallach Eli,Primus Barry,Kirkwood Gene,Spalla Ignazio,Butler David W.,Murphy Gerard,Caserta Clem,Canarozzi Anthony,Utley Byron,Crime,Drama,

How do you keep going on in life when you are all alone?
My life hasn’t been good for quite some time. My family is in ruins. My dad abuses us verbally and my parents fight all the time. They are thinking of getting divorced, which means we’ll have to sell the house and move to an apartment. I haven’t talked to my sister in months, she’s always angry for some reason even though she’s popular at school and has SO many nice friends. They really care about her. I’d give anything for that feeling.

I have not felt well for 2 years now. I’ve been suffering from social anxiety, generalized anxiety, and depression. I’ve been on medication (celexa) for several months, but I dont feel any better. I’m going to try benzodizepines, which my dad doesn’t really want me to take, but I have to. I cant take the pain any more.

I’m a loner at school. I don’t have any friends, so you can imagine how alone and empty I feel. I’ve been like this for all of high school, and now its grade 12. I’ve tried to start connecting with people, but I think its too late. These ppl judge me before they get to know me. I hate having to fake a smile and pretend like everything is fine. Deep down I want to punch these people in the face because of not accepting me.

I was making friends with this girl I really liked. She’s nice to me and we talk a lot on facebook. She has issues herself such as depression, even though she is very attractive, popular, surrounded by loving friends, and has a boyfriend. I remember asking her out once, and said yes at first and gave me her number. But then when I called her, she told me her boyfriend didn’t want her to go with me. Still, we’re friends. But we only talk on facebook because at school she’s always with her own friends. She’s not a real friend because she doesn’t talk to me, it’s always ME talking to her. Thats it. Thats how it is with anyone. Nobody will go up to talk to me ever. They wont even say hi or smile when I walk by. Even when I do. I feel terrible after these moments. Sometimes ppl say hi back, but most of the time not.

I’ve thought of jumping off this really high bridge in my city. I think about it all the time. Everyday, every night. I’ve never gone up to the bridge cuz I’m scared I’ll just close my eyes and jump. I’ve tried to hang myself and overdose, but it didn’t work. I just cant keep going. Im tired of fighting and gaining nothing. Things just keep getting worse. I’ve prayed to God lots of times, I’ve helped ppl in my school, for example I help this girl I like, and I’ve helped this kid overcome anxiety. But nobody will save me.

I want to be a doctor, but I dont think I’ll make it. Not like the way I am feeling; suicidal, lonely, depressed, anxious, and hopeless.

I dont have anyone to talk to, and I called the kidshelpphone, but they hanged up twice for some reason. I just want to die so badly, but part of me still has faith in God and hope. What do you do when you have no friends, no family to turn to, nobody to turn to?
I really feel like giving up with this life. But I dont want to hurt my mom, who is the only one who cares for me. When she’s gone, I’ll probably be gone too. Unless I find someone that cares deeply about me. Whether its another mother, a close friend, or a girlfriend.


I want you to know that even though you may not believe it, people DO care for you, even if they don’t know you! Believe me, I care about you and there are people out there that care for you just because you’re human.

I want to let you know that even when it seems hopeless, like you will never be able to be happy, you CAN! I was JUST like you a few years ago! But I’ll tell you what, I finally found my own routes to happiness! It is in everyone’s power to find happiness, no matter the situation. I once thought that I could never be happy, because I had nobody. I never felt loved at home, and I didn’t have any friends at school either. I felt like an outcast, nobody seemed to accept me. All those years that I unconsciously thought to myself, "I will never be happy because no one accepts and loves me" made me believe that I could never truly be happy. But I had forgotten the one person who will always accept and love me for who I am. Myself. I had never realized it until I had read a self-help book (which I will give you a link to where you can read it online for free) that helped me find my sources of unhappiness, and taught me how to turn them around. I finally realized that, deep down, you love yourself no matter what. Think about it. In truth, even though you had thoughts of suicide, there is a voice inside you that tells you "even though there is so much pain and suffering in my life, I still wish I could be happy." That voice wants you to be happy! It cares for you! Start listening to yourself!

You can make yourself happy, you don’t need anyone, believe me! I just very recently got over my depression that I’ve had for 5 years, and I’ve never felt happier even though I still don’t have any friends at school! Believe me, it really is possible to be happy with just yourself, you just need to realize the dysfunctional beliefs you have that subconsciously tell you that you will never be happy, and replace them with truths. I wish I could give you more advice, but by now you’re probably tired of reading all this, so I’ll just give you the link to the online book that saved my life!
This World | Feb 06, 2010


Oh, hang in there, honey. You are not alone. There are times in life when it feels like nothing will ever get better and it seems like the entire world is against you. Remember, THIS IS NOT PERMANENT. If one thing is certain, it is change. Things will change, and they will get better for you. Do not give up. Do not even think of jumping.

If you think you might do something like that, please call one of the numbers listed here: http://suicidehotlines.com/ and if you can, try to get in to see a counselor right away as well.

It must be horrible to have your family falling apart on you when things are so hard at school, but you have made it this far. You’re all most out of school, and believe me, things will get better once you are out of high school and no longer surrounded by confused, cruel, high school students. The rest of the world is different. For as long as you live, nothing will be as hard as these last few years you’ve been through. Think of them as preparing you for the rest of your life.

Hang on to your faith and your hope. You can be proud of how strong you are. As I write this, I know that there will be lots of mean responses to your question because Yahoo Answers attracts people like that. Ignore them. There are many more who are reading and not answering because they don’t know what to say. They went through tough times like this too, and they feel for you.

It does get better. I promise. You can be a doctor, and you can help people BECAUSE you went through this. This experience can make you a more sensitive healer. We need doctors like you.

Your future family and friends need you too.

Do not give up. Know that I am praying for you, and you are not alone.
conanthebarbie | Feb 06, 2010

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